Oh, yea I am freaking out. It has been just one of those days that really anything could put me over the edge....Now, I'm not at looney (Jill) just having a moment.
So here goes...
It has really just hint me pretty hard today that the oldest of the Hip boyz will be going off to high school in August. I don't know why, today of all days but, today is the day...
To just FREAK OUT, PANIC, STOP BREATHING, STRESS-OUT, BREAK OUT IN HIVES, CRY, WORRY, SECOND GUESS MYSELF, WANT TO HOME SCHOOL (o.k. maybe not home school),CHECK OUT PRIVATE SCHOOLS AND DID I MENTION CRY....
I have been so fine with this, that is until today...What the heck, he was just a baby...and now he is going to be feed to the sharks. What is a mother suppose to do??? I'm thinking that, I don't like this at all and that having older kids brings on a new world of worries. No more wondering if he is going to fall and hurt himself now just wondering if I have taught him everything so he won't fail or hurt himself?
And to top it off Hip Hubby is going to be gone for 5 days and I hate when he leaves....boo..hoo
Like really hate when he leaves (tears will be flowing tomorrow)
And I have to drive to Waco (by myself) with Kyle for a baseball tournament this weekend.
I am just really stressed-out......
Does anyone want to join my pity party????